Assalamualaikum everyone,
Its been awhile I didnt update my blog. I'll be heading to polimas for kursus askar wataniah after my final examination. So quite busy afterall. I feel kinda lift my shoulder abit because those examination and all subjects killer that killing my mind. Lets not think about it!. Now I only focus on this kursus. I'm really excited for it. Kay, lets stop writing in english. XD

Masa dah sampai dekat polimas tu kami kena berbaris dekat cafeteria. Time tu tengah membahagikan platun and aku, Hafidz & Akmal kena tarik. At the end dicampakkan dekat Platun 2. So disitulah bermula 'keluarga' / 'student' bermula..

Kat sana setiap pagi wajib ada PT/Fitness & malam pula water prep. PT pagi ni kami selalu kena buat push up, star jump(PT 10), squad jump, prasupport, fowrdroll, sideroll. Paling tak tahan sideroll satu padang, ramai yang pening+muntah. Tapi aku dengan geng2 aku layan siap gelak2 lagi. Hahahaha. Oh lagi satu, fowrdroll pun satu padang. :'D

Waterprep lak wajib minum air 1.5 litre sebotol. Tapi aku kena 2lit , sebab botol aku sanggah Akmal punya yang 2lit. Ada masa tu aku minum habis, JL tu suruh tambah lagi sapa yang dah habis minum. Mampuih, dah jadi 4 litre bak ang! Habiskan jelah. Berhuhu jugak aku time tu.

Dalam sebulan kursus tu :-

Minggu pertama : Minggu kawad ( kawad kaki, majlis pembukaan, etc )
Minggu kedua : Minggu kelas ( belajar, training jalan jauh + guna compass)
Minggu ketiga : Minggu medan ( Masuk hutan )
Minggu keempat(last) : Perbarisan penutupan, majlis makan malam, sukan, jamuan,

So, minggu kawad tu I was fucked up masa exam mengawadkan skuad. Seriously aku tak boleh, aku sendiri berkawad tak apa. Kalau bab bagi arahan, confirm berterabur skuad aku tu. Hahahaha. So far aku boleh berkawad je yang mampu.

Next, minggu kelas. Minggu ni lah minggu yang kami suka, iaitu tidur. Hahaha. Time JL mengajar mostly ramai gak lah yang tidur. Yang tidur tu lah mulut kena cili. Aku kena siot, tapi bukan sebab tidur. Sebab slow time JL suruh tulis kat whiteboard. Alah, cili apalah sangat.

Senjata M16.

Belajar pasal peta.

Tidurlah, sayangku...

Taktik Penyamaran

Spot me if you can!

Training jalan jauh & guna compass.

Minggu medan, minggu paling aku sukalah sebab masuk hutan. Well, first time camping dalam hutan ni. Dalam hutan tu kami kena buat pangkalan, taktik serang hendap, sentry dan lain2 ilmu yang kami dah belajar masa minggu kedua tu.

Minggu Terakhir! Rindu...sayu...sedih..tapi kami tetap senyum !

Kpl Asrul !

Bersama jurulatih jasmani.

Platun 2.

Hari Sukan

Bola jaring Platun 2 dapat Johan!

Bola tampar Platun 2 beraksi!

Be happy for this moment. This moment is your life.

Jamuan Platun 2

Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.

PTSB Army

In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures. For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed.

I cannot even imagine where I would be today were it not for that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy. Let's face it, friends make life a lot more fun.

Kursus APMS Siri 2/2016

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Tbh, I HATE teenagers girl. I'm NOT fucking gay, okay. Its just my feelings is hard to accept them. I do like a little bit but not as much my hatred do. Everytime I walk infront of those girls, I will look down. Seeing them making me hates more. I have trust issue problems. Plus, I have social anxiety. I dont trust much teenagers girl. Every beauty has lies and death.

One more, I dont believe in love. Its all bullshit. Wasting time, money just for a girl? Seriously? I rather enjoy my life.

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Denying Feeling

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ASSALAMUALAIKUM !

Gambar time kawad konvo sem lepas bersama senior <3 A Family ~

Miss me? Hahahaha, sorry sangat sebab dah lama sangat tak update blog. Busy sangat dan assigment bersepah. Aku depressed & stress sangat sampai banyak class aku tinggal. Kira mostly banyak subjek aku dapat surat amaran pertama. Ada masa tu aku nak pitam dalam kelas math sebab fikiran aku serabut sangat, end up aku menangis lepas habis kelas depan lect & few classmate. Shit. :'D But bila aku dengan member-member wataniah, aku rasa happy sangat. Bila aku jatuh, diorang support aku. Thanks korang. Nanti aku tulis pasal kita. :)

Sem 2 ni lagi mencabar, banyak subjek killer baq hang! But I tried to enjoy everything even tho problem always come. Selalu la juga aku rasa nak give up. //Slaps myself. Aku banyak pendam perasaan. Kadang-kadang aku benci diri sendiri, sebab aku tak faham diri aku ni. Like aku ni masih di zaman waktu Form 5 dulu. Susah nak move on.. Anyway, sem 2 okay la juga dari berbanding sem 1 sebab dulu kelas aku bermasalah sikit so yeah macam-macam masalah. Banyak juga kenangan sem ni. Roommate & member2 se-blok asrama pun sekepala.dengan aku. Ahhh banyak sangat memori yang aku takkan lupakan.

Banyak anime aku miss tahun lepas dan tahun ni. Laptop takde lagi. :'D Nak menDota pun pakai laptop member.ggwp. Event anime pun aku target tahun ni Animax Carnival, Animangaki & Comic Fiesta Mini. Hopefully dapat pergilah.

I got to go. I'll update my blog later. See ya !

I'm Back !

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I miss the old Disney. No, I miss the old EVERYTHING! Coming home from 1st grade and getting excited because Camp Rock, Princess Protection Program, Suite Life of Zack and Cody, and High Scool Musical were going to be on TV. I miss the old days where TV shows were fun and made you feel good inside about life and even about yourself. I miss the otp's that Disney brought us to fall in love with. I hate how Disney shows now days are about teenagers lying and cheating and dishonoring their parents, or people dating, or magic and crap that kids really shouldn't be learning about. And when Disney tries to be funny, their jokes are so cheesy they make me want to fall off of a cliff. Why can't I just travel back in time and keep living in those days forever? </3

Childhood Thingy

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Hantai ni naru kotoba to imi no kazu wo
Kazoetetanda
Fuzakete iru dake yurushite yo

Koukai ni naru kotoba to imi no kazu wo
Kazoetetanda
Kanashiku wa nai yo
Hima dakara

Ima asu asatte wo sagasu keredo
Imi wa nai kara sa

Nani ka no mane toka omou ga ii yo
Soredake kimi ga ikiterunda yo

Boku wa mou yuku yo mienai tokoro he
Kokoro mo egao mo iranai iranai
Boku wa mou iku yo sayonara koukai

Imi no arumono wo nokoseru you ni
Tada no hitorigoto da yo

Hantai ni naru shigusa to imi no kazu wo
Kazoetetanda
Asonde iru dake yurushite yo

Koukai ni naru shigusa to imi no kazu wo
Kazoetetanda
Kanashiku wa nai yo
Baka dakara

Onaji you na koto kurikaesu yo
Imi wa nai kara sa
Suki toka kirai toka omou ga ii yo
Soredake kimi ga ikiterundaro

Boku wa mou yuku yo mienai tokoro he
Itami mo namida mo iranai iranai
Boku wa mou yuku yo sayonara koukai
Imi no arumono wo nokoseru you ni

Egaita yume toka kinou no yume toka
Kanawanu yume toka keshitai kako toka
Kirai na hito toka akogareru da toka
Shinitai toka itta
Ageku ikiterunda boku wa

Kirai demo ii kara wasurenaide yo
Sonna wa ga mama wo nomikomu no sa

Boku wa mou yuku yo mienai tokoro he
Ano hi mo omoi mo iranai iranai
Boku wa mou yuku yo sayonara koukai
Kimi no kokoro ni wa todoku no kana

Tada no hitorigoto da yo

エイプリループ

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ikikau hito no kazu dake tsuzuiteru SUTOORII

sorezore no unmei o samayou
taitei no jinsei wa majiwaru koto wa nai
betsu kidou o tadayou eisei mitai ni

The number of people coming and going, is a never ending story

Each and every destiny wanders on its own course

Typically human lives do not intersect with others

They float along their own trajectories like satellites

bokura ga meguri aeta koto wa kiseki nanka janai
tagaini hikiau chikara de umareta hitsuzen

The meeting of our orbits is just not what I'd call a miracle

The birth of the power that pulled us together was inevitable

dakara
mamoritai nani mo kamo
boku o torimaku subete o
tatoe kowarete mo kizutsuite mo kamawanai
kono michi no ikitsuku saki ga
kieyuku sadame da toshite mo
hashiritsuzukeyou
I'm shooting star

That's why

I want to protect anything and everything

All those lives that envelop me

It does not matter even if I am broken or wounded

Even if the path ahead

Is destined to disappear

I'll keep running on

I'm a shooting star

memagurushii SUPIIDO de
utsurikawaru sekai
furiotosarenai you ni
tsuyoku te o nigitta

At an astounding pace

The world changes

In order not to have you shaken off

With all my strength I grasped your hand

ano koro bokura ga shirushita mirai no zahyou to wa
zuibun kakehanareta tokoro ni tatteru keredo
ima wa
mamoritai nani mo kamo
boku o torimaku subete o
tatoe kowarete mo kizutsuite mo kamawanai
itsuka nokoshita ashiato ga dareka no michi ni naru kara
hashiritsuzukeyou
I'm shooting star

We're standing quite off mark

The coordinates we marked out for the future during those times but

Right now

I want to protect anything and everything

All those lives that envelop me

It does not matter even if I am broken or wounded

If someday the footprints I leave

Will become someone else's path

I'll keep running on

I'm a shooting star

dakara
mamoritai nani mo kamo
boku o torimaku subete o
tatoe kowarete mo kizutsuite mo kamawanai
kono michi no ikitsuku saki ga
kieyuku sadame da toshite mo
hashiritsuzukeyou
I'm shooting star

Because

I want to protect anything and everything

All those lives that envelop me

It does not matter even if I am broken or wounded

Even if the path ahead

Is destined to disappear

I'll keep running on

I'm a shooting star

Shooting Star ~ ★

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Aaahh, akhirnya dapat jugak berjumpa dengan puteri 2 orang ni. Tasya & Wani. Lama tak jumpa korang!! Rindu gila!! Last jumpa pun entah bila. Time jamuan kelas dulu? Tasya macam biasa, tak berubah. adalah sikit, kebudakkan dia. Hahahaha. Wani pulak.. makin putih sikit? Boleh la tu sikit wani. Hahahaha. Sorry Kecik & Azizi, kitaorng keluar tanpa korang. Plan pun last2 minute. Huhu. Takpelah, nanti kita buat gathering besar2, ajak satu sekolah. Pfft.